i know that there are a million things that i shouldn't have done tonight. a bunch of things that i shouldn't have said too. but it doesn't change how i feel and how it is now.
i sick as all hell. i know that an eye for eye isn't right. he never should have gotten in the middle of a girl fight and there he was in the middle. he made it worse and this is where we are completely nowhere with nothing.
i had nothing to worry about. i saw her and she's nobody and not even a looker in real life. they were all right and that's fine. why protect someone that you don't care for? why have jealous feelings for someone that doesn't matter. i can almost guarantee that she's going to be texting him about how i showed up at her workplace with some guy.
i hate feelings like this. i know she doesn't matter and i know that now. and that's all that matters.