January 7th, 2013
I thought I was doing so well and then today happened. Emi stopped by today and I told her that Justin and I broke up and that she should contact him about YESS Camp...Then after a semi crazy morning I did the unthinkable and called him. I thought that the conversation would go in a completely different direction but it didn't go well and I ended up in tears with clenched teeth. I even told Brandi that I called him and she wasn't happy. I can't wait to see her tomorrow!
Every day is a new day and I must keep pushing forward.